Back from Calgary... already. My trip was way too short and I wish I wasn't back here.  There was a lot of ups and down's during the week.... but I am REALLY wishing I had just stayed.... for the next month and a half.

(Uh .. not so sure it was a good idea to spend three days around you.)

I recommend that everyone go a watch 300. Honestly one of the best movies I have seen.

TBS concert was a lot of fun... A LOT of younger kids... hah, ohhhh well.

I hate heartburn.

I have nothing to say, once again. Surprise surprise

Currently Listening Where You Want To Be By Taking Back Sunday see related

Well I am leaving for Calgary tomorrow! I can't wait.. I will finally be away from Flin Flon.

Well I thought I had a lot to say... Apparently not.

Capricorn March 8th:

Embrace the power of forgiveness and let go of an old wound. Once you see that it's about healing and not condoning, your worldview opens up. Grudges take up time and energy that could be put to positive use. It might be just a little bit harder for you to deal with your partner today, because you're able to see all sides of every question. They'll almost certainly demand some subjectivity from you.

Wow I feel like my life has been put on rewind. And fast forward, at the same time.

Currently Listening Honkin' On Bobo By Aerosmith see related

Let's Try This Again..

So Mike is now in Calgary, he left this morning. I wish I could have gone... but I suppose that it's "for the best". At least I will keep on telling myself that.

Well I do have some good news: I found my old Biology Binder! It was in a milk crate full of stuff that I had been planning on scrapbooking. I ended up throwing half of it out today though, since I am going to be Painting my room next week! I figure that if I am going to be living at home for the next little while I should make it into an area that I will actually maybe enjoy spending time in.

I still have six more days to wait until  my test results come back. It is feeling like at enternity. Though I guess I got lucky that I happened to be going Wedding shopping last Friday or I would have been waiting until the end of March to have the tests.

Besides having to get my boob squashed like a pancake and walking around a strange building in a sheet, the trip to Saskatoon was probably the funnest ever.

Standing in line at Divas (Gay Bar)

Me: Nice socks, Lesh.

Alesha: (Lifts up her pant leg so everyone in line can see her little white snowmen) Yepp.

Krissy: THOSE ARE SO GAY!!

(The room goes completely silent and everyone turns to stare at us)

Yeah, nice one Kristen.

Anyways, here is some pictures from the trip.

At Divas: Matt Me Tina Lesha. Waiting for David to get out of the bathroom, where he was dancing with some lady.

Dani Kristen. Opposite side of the table.

Motocross Racing.

Monster Trucks Rally.

Demolition Derby.

Us five girls went to the Monster Trucks. It was well worth the numb ass. And even the hour it took to get out of the parking lot.

HAPPY Valentine's Day...? Well I don't know about that one.

Sitting there with my shirt scrunched up under my armpits and my arms up in the air, feeling like an idiot. Thinking to myself how much I hate doctors visits and medication, and is it really that necessary to have yearly check-ups? My doctor interupts my thoughts. She asks me if I do regular self-breast exams. I say, "Well no.. I mean I am not exactly sure what I am supposed to do. Or what to look for..." She then asks me to feel a particular spot.

"Can you feel that lump?"

My stomach turned. Who would ever think that the word Lump could make you feel sick to your stomach? It never bothered me before, but I knew what she was talking about. I could feel the lump.

Who would have ever thought? Sure you hear about it all the time, and you may take steps to make sure, but you never actually expect anything bad to happen.

At least I didn't.

Now it's just one more thing hanging over my head. I am telling myself to try and keep a positive attitude about it and not to worry myself. It can still be fixed. But honestly, how can I not worry?

Horescope, Feb 14th:

Thinking about what might happen just drains your energy. You have a lot going for you in the here and now, so keep your eyes on the present. Let the future show itself to you as a wonderful surprise.